trying to keep me from spending *MY* money so it actually looks like you're doing your *JOB*.

i was told by the lady who's in charge of this ics program yesterday that i needed to either get rid of the shower mat or see if fredrick could clean it because it has mold all over it and she said that PRES would evict me if they seen mold growing in my bathroom because they evicted some person from dakota county for not having a clean apartment. fredrick came today and he cleaned around my apartment, then i said, "well.. aisha said there was mold on the mat in the bath and we were either supposed to clean it or get a new mat." i HAD ordered one on amazon after she told me about the mold on the mat but *GASP* it's canceled.. AS USUAL. so i tried to order another on amazon this morning and it kept rejecting my payment saying "card reported stolen." I DIDN'T REPORT MY CARD AS STOLEN AND I AM THE CARD HOLDER. i ABSOLUTELY NEED A BATH MAT SO I DON'T SLIP IN THE SHOWER.. so it's for SAFETY. so now i'm gonna be evicted because amy feels like she has to LIE and have my assets frozen so it appears like she's actually fuckin doing her job. and oh.. WHAT A COINCIDENCE! RIGHT BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY- SO I'M NOT ABLE TO USE IT ON MY BIRTHDAY! the only people i can report this shit to is ics and my psychologist. i'm sure there has to be some law about financial advisors trying to stop their clients, who are VULNERABLE ADULTS, from using THEIR savings and assets. I NEVER HAD THIS DIFFICULTY WHEN BRIAN WAS MY TRUSTEE.. OR DIRK (BEFORE HIM). maybe because they're MALES and actually know how to invest the money they're in charge of- so they didn't have to prevent their client from using THEIR OWN MONEY just to make it look like they're actually doing their jobs. amanda probably thinks this is hilarious because now her kids can have money (my trust) when she dies! PERFECT! *claps* amanda is supposed to be making sure shit like this doesn't happen to me. i'll just have to tell the only other person who actually cares about me and is familiar with this stuff- WHICH OF COURSE IS NOT AMANDA. my grandma was wrong about EVERYTHING- INCLUDING YOU.